The road to getting there though -- I didn't imagine it to be this difficult. I can't even use the '"cause I'm a working girl" excuse, cause that part of my life isn't even the main cause of the stress. I think it's cause i've been going home to an empty condo unit for the past 3(?) weeks, which depresses me to the core. Sometimes, it takes away the motivation to study. So much for being thankful for the time alone. (and for revelling in the 'independent' feeling). a girl can only take so much independence.

The biggest exam of my life is less than a month away and so far I've read 3/4 of  this  highschool history book (I'm in the post WWII part already). and as much as i hate to do it, i know i have to proceed to the nosebleed called economics and trade. and then all those international relations theories. Pressure, pressure. I might just crack.

God knows how much I want this. But i still feel that i'm not doing enough.